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31-03-2024 09:14 PM - edited 31-03-2024 10:47 PM
31-03-2024 09:14 PM - edited 31-03-2024 10:47 PM
Re: I can’t cope
Hi @NatureLover
Sorry I’ve been slack.
Work has been ok. Im back in full duties and I’ve just done my 3 days and I have Monday and Tuesday nightshifts.
I haven’t had to deal with my boss as he is away for a while. I get lots of comments that I look happy and refreshed. If only the knew what I have been through.
Im torn as to how I am. I have 2 parts. The outside part of me is fine and I can see and know who I am. I’m at peace. I’m content. All is ok. But the inside part has a deep ache, a hollow pain. It’s like a dark hole in me. I don’t know how to describe it.
I did some things I shouldn’t do try and release the ache. I haven't done that for a while. It’s a mistake I’ve done a couple of times. I guess that means it’s not a mistake.
This is why I’ve been absent as I’m a contradictory mess.
Sorry for putting all that on you.
Anyways. I hope you are doing ok?
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31-03-2024 10:45 PM - edited 31-03-2024 10:48 PM
31-03-2024 10:45 PM - edited 31-03-2024 10:48 PM
Re: I can’t cope
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01-04-2024 06:21 AM
01-04-2024 06:21 AM
Re: I can’t cope
Hi @Captain24 , thanks for letting us know how things are. Wow, you are on full duties? How is your neck?
Glad your boss is away!
@Captain24 wrote:But the inside part has a deep ache, a hollow pain. It’s like a dark hole in me. I don’t know how to describe it.
Do you think this is the trauma, and feeling unloved as a child and adult by your parents?
@Captain24 wrote:Sorry for putting all that on you.
I asked, I want to know how you are 💙
I'm doing OK thanks 🙂
Hoping your night shift the next 2 nights goes well...
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01-04-2024 10:34 AM
01-04-2024 10:34 AM
Re: I can’t cope
Hi @NatureLover
My neck is going really well. I wouldn’t tell them if it wasn’t though.
It is probably trauma. I’m learning how much it affects you.
Glad you’re doing ok.
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01-04-2024 10:36 AM
01-04-2024 10:36 AM
Re: I can’t cope
I’m not liking life at the moment. I feel like it’s not worth it. I’ve had enough.
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01-04-2024 11:29 AM
01-04-2024 11:29 AM
Re: I can’t cope
I think I may have messed up a little.
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01-04-2024 03:42 PM
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02-04-2024 07:20 AM
02-04-2024 07:20 AM
Re: I can’t cope
@Captain24 It's OK to mess up a little. Are you OK?
I'm so glad your neck is fine 🙂
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02-04-2024 05:22 PM
02-04-2024 05:22 PM
Re: I can’t cope
No @NatureLover @I’m not. I feel like dr jeckle and Mr Hyde. I can be fine and then I can be dark and do things to myself. I don’t know what’s going on other than I’m going crazy