Not Coping

[ENKELI]

@Birdofparadise8 you don't need to apologise to me 🥰. My weekend was quiet and I missed you lots, but you don't have to say sorry okay? 

What's happening with your psych? Tell me as much as you can darling, I want to help if I can.

I will try and check in during the day tomorrow. Monday and Thursday are our busy days so I should get time to check in on you.

You mentioned you posted after 10pm, I thought the 10pm rule was something you set in order for you to get good sleep, is that not correct?

[Birdofparadise8]

I'm pleased you had a good weekend. 

Did I not tell you on Wednesday how he upset and dismissed me? I haven't been able to stop thinking about it. I sent him an email and all that. 

All good. I know you're busy. 

Um, no, it's not, and I can't say the real reason, so I'm sorry. If you want to know, you can reply to the email from yesterday. They may tell you. @ENKELI 

[Birdofparadise8]

Oh, and my friend does not want to be my friend anymore @ENKELI 

So a great week. 

I'm getting my hair done tomorrow, so that will be fun. 

[ENKELI]

@Birdofparadise8 all good. 

I thought you'd sorted things out with your psych? I remember you emailing him and that he replied. What's happening with him?

And I remember what you said about your friend. Losing a friend is so painful, believe me I know 💔 

I don't have any friends either, except for you and my cat friend who is busy with her other friends and theatre. I want to join the gym, but I just have no motivation.

[Birdofparadise8]

Yeah, over email to talk about it on Wednesday, but I haven't been able to stop thinking about that, my ex-friend and you know. 

I'm just so conflicted about what to think of him. I don't think it's fair he keeps upsetting me. I'm so torn. I pay him to help me not hurt me. 

Yeah, I know you do. 

Aww, I'm so grateful to be your friend. 

That sounds fun. I need to move more as well. @ENKELI 

[Glisten]

Oi @ENKELI  you are my friend. You make me laugh because we dislike the same things, for the same reasons.

I forgot that it wasn’t a public holiday in WA and hence no important things done.

I will try to do life better tomorrow.

G

[Birdofparadise8]

I'm sorry your cat friend is busy more @ENKELI 

I should go now. I'll reply to your post in the morning. 

I'm getting foils in my hair yay. 

Thank you for chatting. I really enjoy talking to you. You always bring me so much comfort and safety. I know I'll always be safe with you on here. 

[ENKELI]

@Birdofparadise8 it's time for you to sign off I know princess but have you thought about seeing a different psych? As you say - you are paying him to help you and that should be his prime concern. 

Anyway my sweet girl, I hope you sleep well and I will check in on you in the morning. I'll be up at 6.30 my time (if I don't sleep through my alarm!!) so it will be early. 

Much love and hugs 🫂 💐👑💙

Know how much you are worth - and add tax 🥰

[ENKELI]

@Birdofparadise8 you have made my week saying that! I'm so happy to know you are aware of how very important you are to me.

You are a precious jewel, my sweet princess.

Talk in the morning 🥰👑

[ENKELI]

@Glisten I have 3 friends, woohoo!

That was rude of me, I certainly consider you a friend, even if you can't remember our public holiday was last week ha ha ha 🤣

Having teased you, it's now time for me to fess up and admit that I still have to check the calendar on my phone at times so I know what day it is!

You always make me smile, I value our chats 🤗